
Why do I do whatever I do? Is it because I think its good or is it because people think so? Am I pretending to be good or am i being good? This is what i get stuck at when i finally decide between right and wrong. And then i'm lost in contemplation. And now I dont know if its right to get lost in deep contemplation like this instead of just going on with whatever I know. it was all good when we were kids when everything was much simpler. We grow up, think we're all grown up and we get to thinking absurd things. Who am I? Am I really what I think I am because of the way I do things? Or do i do things according to the way I am?
